Where art thou? My Romeo?

My ideal spouse is ...hm...maybe someone who is somewhat older than me. He has to be a romantic guy. Let me emphasize that. ROMANTIC. If not...forget about it. I don't want a boring marriage life. I want a marriage life that is like going on a first date all the time. It will be nice if he makes many surprise events that lead to another. Maybe giving hints of where we are going to travel next. He has taller than me of course. May be 6 feet will be perfect. The ideal guy would be Sean O'pry. He is hot and gorgeous. He needs a nice stable job that has great salary. I kinda wanna marry an American or European. I dunno if I wanna marry a Korean guy. I dont like those Korean traditional burden thing that daughter-in-laws are obligated to do. Maybe it is influence from what I experienced. I want a laid back parent in laws. I dont want stressful people in family matters. So no no no. My first husband was Junsu Kim (JYJ). He had the best smile and the best voice. So I guess that adds to my list of ideal spouse. My other ideal celebrity spouses are Marlon Teixeira, WonBin, HyunBin, Christian Bale, MinHo Kim and Daniel Henney. 
I want the marriage to be relaxing and affectionate. I dont want the marriage to be so strict or too controlling. There must be some relaxing and free moments in marriage. Sometimes, just let it be. why be jealous of things that is useless. He must be open and understanding. Although he will be sweet, he must be morally right. He must be a musician, able to play guitar and piano. He should not smoke or drink. He has to be a Christian. He must be somewhat liberal but conservative as well. He must not live in Korea cuz I am not living there in the future. I dont really like cooking Korea food. Yes. He must cook. I will bake. House chores should be equally done and taking care of our kids as well. We need to settle down in NYC, San Francisco in US or somewhere in West Europe. He must love dogs cuz I want to have many Siberian Husky! I LOVE THEM so much :) maybe some fat cats too.
I want a guy who will adore and love me. We will grow old together. Seeing old couples always made me so happy. They look so cute together. Where would I find a romantic guy? Italy? Hm... French? LOL In marriage or in any relationship, the guy has to be the guy. I am not gonna be the guy in relationship. I hate when the guy gets mad for something really useless. Come on. Seriously. pisses me off and I am not gonna do anything to make you feel better. My habit when I am mad is that I dont talk. So dont try to piss me off. He has to be honest and should never be dishonest with me. Cheating in marriage is definitely a NO NO. It will be the end if whatever of that happens. He must understand my career and my freedom. I am not gonna be a housewife for sure. love meaning love. not any other love that some men think is love. He must be caring, who is willing to take care of me and be at my side at all time. I dont want my husband to be a baby. Wife is not the one who is raising the husband, she is suppose to raise to kid. Therefore, he has to be mature. mature. mature. 

Graduation

Our graduation is 16 days away. Already four years of high school years are ending. It's been like fast-forwarding a part of a movie. It has gone so fast. too fast. for my brain to store up the precious memories. We have to have a great after-party and have an awesome day at Senior Trip. We are having our graduation at World. I think I have to give a speech. Ah... I dont wanna graduate somewhat. But I wanna go to college and start a new chapter in life. It is really odd. Now I have to live by myself. I am gonna miss my family alot. I am going to miss my Seniors so much as well! Best class that anyone would have wished for. We are the most awesome bunches. We have Cool Kind Sei, Violent Unni Taekhan, Dongfei Dong Hyun, Mario Tony, Hahahah TM, Beautiful Lani, Artistic Amy, Humorous Jiaying, Funny Cute Minjoo, Mango Alice, Smart Jellyfish Amber, Gorgeous Zoe, Kind Andy, Quiet Elegant Jian, Mickeymouse Gusling, Sexy Shane, Tall Serious Richard, Handsome boy Jaehee. We are the most colorful class ever. Our Seniors are so adorbs. I just love them so much. We had so much memories together! Ahh... It is going to be a very touching ceremony. I guess all the girls are gonna cry. and the boys too. I dont think we are even getting speaker for our graduation. The Ushers are Jeonghwan and Raffy. D'awwww. But I wish that teachers will not give us so much homework during our last days of school. Seriously. I am tired and exhausted. We have 3 AP Exams...and musical coming up. I am gonna miss everyone...maybe there will be an exception. But still love you guys.  Muahhhh. Just waiting for the moment to throw away my cap into the air. That will be a nice shot.

Midnight in Paris

Midnight is Paris was my last prance. It was held on 4.21.2012 at Pacific Islands Club. But i was not the best prance. However, it was pretty nice. The photo room and stage were decorated with balloons. I wished we had the photographer and the party bus. I liked the slow dance but it was tooo short!! I wished the time stopped when we slow danced. It was sad. Ms Mili gave a short speech for our awesome Senior Class. Our class picture looks so adorbs. Our after party FAILED. like really and truly. We booked it beforehand but did not know the age had to be over 21. So we were stuck outside in our cars...waiting for a solution. We went to Andy's house. It was quite fun. But I wish we got Marianas and the party bus even though it costs more. Cheapest way isnt the only best way. Plus we didnt have Senior Trip. Why didnt we spend it on prance? Argh.... so frustrating. Our graduation afterparty has to be perfect!!!! Ayways... it was the most G-rated party ever! :D We are goodie goods. Seriously. Unlike some people who doesnt trust us. Gosh. Anyways. I teamed up with Jaehee, our class handsome guy, and beat all the boys in the game. Some other people played pool. Then the Korean kids went somewhere for the after after party. I just went home cuz I had to go to church. 

A Million Dollars

What would I do with that money? Well... let me see. I would donate some money to charity. Then I will buy a house, buy airline tickets and go shopping. I will save most of it for the future and maybe invest it on some cool products so it will be the second Apple. I wanna travel and travel. I would take some time off and yeah... go to Brazil, Germany, England, Belgium, Denmark, France, Italy, Greece, Australia, United States, Canada, Japan. Hm... I am tired... I wanna go and eat at lovely restaurants. I would make my house that has Cold Stone. Money money money. You so fine. I wanna live in France so I can learn art. That has been my dream since. So if I am financially stable, I really want to do that. I wanna enjoy my life. painting in my lovely painting room or going around beautiful sites. That is what I wanna do with my life. enjoy what nature has. Admire God's creation. The beautiful art of what we have. Having the time to appreciate and be free of worries. Hakuna Matata. So at least my worries will be reduced. We should live happily than living so busy that we do not appreciate anything. Live a relaxing and happy life. Happily and ever after. 

TVXQ

People always ask me why do  I love TVXQ so much. Well, you can not stop loving them! They are hot, best dancers, best singers, polite, cute, adorable, sexy, funny, have great personalities and so much more! But it was not love at the first sight by seeing their posters. I saw their "The Way U Are" and "TRI-ANGLE" posters at my cousin's house when I was in fourth grade. In the beginning, I did not like them because they were looked weird in their customes. When I moved to New Zealand, I found my friend, Min, drooling over them. One day, my sister's friend gave us their CD and I just had a chance to listen to their songs. I listened to Track 1 which was "HiYaYa." It was beautiful. I listened to their songs for the whole day. I went to my friend's house with Min and watched a variety program "X-man." "X-man" was really popular in Korea having all the famous celebrities in the show. Min was screaming as three TVXQ memembers came out. It was Xiah's first time on the show and he sang. His voice was heavenly and he was so HOT and CUTE. I loved the way he danced, sang, and laughed.

TVXQ stands for Tong Vfang Xien Qi (東方神起-"The Rising gods of the East"), 동방신기 (Dong Bang Shin Gi-in Korea), Tohoshinki (in Japan). They are formed under SM Entertainment (one of the biggest entertainments in Korea) in 2003. TVXQ members are Xiah Junsu, Micky Yucheon, Hero Jaejung, Max Changmin and U-know Yunho (leader). They debuted on December 26, 2003 during a BoA and Britney Spears showcase. They debuted with their first single, "Hug" and then they released "The Way U Are." They released their first album, "TRI-ANGLE" (2004) which made it to the 8th top selling records of the year. Then they debuted in Japan with "Stay with me Tonight" and "Somebody to Love" under Avex sub-label Rhythm Zone. They were not famous in Japan at that time. Since they were not fluent with the language, they had hard times.

They came to Korea and  released their 2nd album, "Rising Sun," in 2005. This is my favorite album because I was really really obsessed about them. They went back to Japan and worked very hard. They did not reach the top Oricon (Japanese music rank) list. The first Japanese album, "Heart, Mind and Soul' and third Korean alubm "O-Jung.Ban.Hap" were released in 2006. They stayed in Japan for two years releasing their second and third Japanese albums, "Five in Black" and "T." They finally succeeded in Japan with "Purple Line" (16th single-2008) by ranking number 1 in Oricon for the first time and becoming the first foreign male group to rank number 1. Now, TVXQ aka Tohoshinki is one of the top singers in Japan. They are now fluent in Japanese and are loved by the people. They are still in the top Oricon ranks with all their singles and DVD's. They finally came back to Korea with their fourth album, "Mirotic" (2008). They won the best album of the year and the Gold Disc Award. They went back to Japan and released their fourth Japanese album, "The Secret Code" and the compilation album "Best Selection 2010." 

But. in reality. they broke up. The SM Ent. did not distributed the earnings fairly. Therefore, they did not break up but are working individually. Xiah, Micky and Hero made their mini group called JYJ (Junsu, Yucheon, and Jaejung). Cassiopeia (TVXQ fan club-colored Pearl Red) are keep supporting them with love. TVXQ made it in the Guinness World Records in 2008 for having the world's largest official fan club: more than 800,000 official members just in South Korea. TVXQ made into the Guinness for being the most photographed celebrity in the world in 2009.

When will I ever see them like this again?