Steam of consciousness: love love love

Love. love love love. Well... first of all i don't know how to define it or describe it. I guess it is something that makes you happy. Like a child eating an ice-cream perhaps? I do not know. my friend told me about her love relationship before. but it seems to be so different compared to mine. it seems she did not like a cheesy boyfriend at all. anyways. living with the matter of fact with love enriches our boring life. I really want to use the backspace button for spelling errors. love is a rose? i say love should be something that must be proud to admit and able to protect it. if not. i might doubt it is not love. When people are in love, they say things that they have never said before. I like to be realistic for one. so i keep it as realistic as possible; not too much of those disney princess dreams. i can see my reflection from my milo's screen; it is one seventeen in the afternoon of January 23rd , Monday. FYI. People tease me sometimes but i guess i am getting use to it. love is something that should make one's heartbeat to beat faster than usual. Without the intensity, i do not know if it is love. It seems boring. Love is timeless for once. as our life is really short. you have no idea how long the relationship is going to work. some people really get tired of their relationship really fast. but if it is love, then i guess it will last more than you think. Alice is wearing baby blue polo and jaehee is wearing baby pink. andy is wearing his usual red shirt and amber wearing our class shirt, unni is sitting next to me and gus is right across from me. anyways back to the stream of consciousness of love, love is something and something. when u re in love you want to do everything together which kinda is a good thing but i also want to spend equal time with my best friends. senior year is going to end pretty soon and i want to enjoy it quite well and have fun. don't be too passive sometimes. it may be quite a no comment. when u are in love, u tend to miss or miss your bf or gf most of the time. unlike my friend who was sick of even seeing her bf in school everyday, i really want to drive. seriously. i need my license. valentine's day is coming up pretty soon. i know what i m getting for my bf. and i think and i will bake something like cookies or brownies. i really want to bake a cake or something but i have a small oven. i want my hollister order to come nowwwwww. seriously. the expected a delivery was on jaunuary 11. i want to watch warhorse. i wanna to watch it with my friend and my bf. but it will not work. that is the bad part in relationship. you have to choose one. anyways, sorry about that i just yawned . seems like i am really talking to myself at the moment. how do people really define love anyways? do they even know what it actually means? yawned again. and again and again and again and again. do do d o do do do do do do do . reminded me of a 2pm song of again and again. anyways. keeping the relationship will be the hardest part and will always be. esp when it is love and not brotherly love or any other kinds of love. i bless you unni, she just sneezed.  i kinda want to sleep atm. but i can't. and the worst part of love is telling lies. i repeat that i do not accept lies. it screws up the relationship when one lies as it becomes a habit after once. therefore do not. i want to watch warhorses. i do not know it if the younger kids know about love. i did not date till now but there are many kids who start dating when they are really young. anyways. today is monday. i love 3 day weekend. we should start school after lunch and end at 2.45. i can't even open my eyes in the morning. i love sleeping. that is what i love. love should be exciting. not so informed what you get bored and know what is going to happen. really. i have no idea  this is already 2000 weds words. i spy jian typing and her nails are so pick and pink and pretty. loving someone and having a crush on someone have so much difference. boys are not smart and clueless. no profanity. so said not smart. instead. i love my milo because it is so beautiful. love is for dummys because it is something that an regular person cannot understand if he is not in a relationship. if it is indeed true love, then they should be together forever. but nothing lasts forever nothing last forever. my mac has auto grammar or spelling corrections. they should live the util one falls over. a persons commented on love saying it is a hormone effect. man. he should be. he must have a lonely life for one. love is a beautiful thing according to my mother. i will not go against it since it is quite true. yishan is laughing from behind. my eyes are half opened. my hands or fingers are getting tired of this keyboard protector and my brain is not giving me more about love. someday love it is a river that drowns a tender reed. someday love it is a razor that makes the heart bleed. love makes people do thing i do not know what to write it is 1028 words at the moment. need to type as twice as much. love makes people to become soft i guess. it i watch so many movies esp romantic movies. i love my romantic movies as it make people fantasize about their love. but in reality. the fantasy does not work that way so often. notebook, a walk to remember, pride and prejudice, i am reading anna karenina at the moment . quite an interesting novel by tolstory. as it is about lovers cheating on each other. minjoo's face. she made me laugh during my debate. because of love. so happy. i am staring at minjoo and writing this thing down. minjoo's forehead is so shiny. she is has the priceless facial expression . you cannot even describe it. jaehee is saying he is done. i want to finish it too. one minute before class ends. and naked mole rat and biever fever is going into my eyes. this is really really long. i dunno who is going to read this anyways. love is a power thing. minjoo is typing while looking at my face and i am atm. alice bumped into my milo. amber and zoe is fist pounding . i wish i can use the backbuttom. i do not know how to write about it. really. is this what people call falling in olive?love? perhaps. really? olive is spelling replacement for love?  i hate olives. it tastes horrible like really bad. even mushroom and sea mussels. when you rare in love or love somebody in secret, do not ever bee a coward. the person will give up on you if oyou are going not going to change. love love love love lovelovel olive lovelovel love i i love you like a  solve song baby. and i keep rhittign repeat peat peat peat peat. boy.  utu think the class is over but we are not dismissed. what a typical day. i don't know what to write. love is i don't know. literally. that is what i said the thursday of november at the street market. because i do not know. minjoo types her keyboard like she is paying her playing her piano. my lens is dried up. i think we are watching a new movie. WHAT IS LOVE?